This is gonna be a short post, I just want to say that my blog page is now done!! I had a lot of fun working on it and i cant wait till i actually start filling this page up with more posts

I'll probably mostly post site updates and dev logs here with occasional life updates so please stay tuned!

I am finally getting back into sewing again!! I haven't sewed in forever so i'm a bit rusty but i want to make those really cute clothes i see on pinterest. I tried making a small bag to hold some of my jewlery i think its kinda cute but it came out a little wonky sobss

I also need to get more fabric. i dont even have stretch fabric right now and i need it SO BAD. i have a bunch of pink fabic + this cute hello kitty fabric i found so i can at least make some cute stuff with that. i think next im going to try and make me a ruffle top to wear to school cs i want more clothes sooo badly

when i get good at sewing ill start posting my stuff here!

I rarely ever do my makeup because i hate how it looks on me but today i was like why not and im sooo glad i did my makeup actually came out so good and smooth + it was actually super fun too. I kinda wanna start wearing makeup out more cs im getting tired of my everyday look i just wanna switch things up once in a while. i also wanna start buying clothes that don't fit my usual style to just experiment with what i like instead of wearing the same outfits all the time 😭

This is just a rant but...

I cannot stand people who cancel on you or drop out of something last minute.
A lot of the people in my life are guilty of this and its genuinely so annoying, like i understand that sometimes life happens and things come up but when it gets to a point where this is a habit that you keep cancelling shit last minute without any notice it makes me want to literally rip my hair out.

I don't know why people keep doing that, like making plans with people just to cancel the day of without telling them it's like a slap in the face but everyone i talk to keeps doing stuff like tha and it makes me feel like i'd be better off alone because at this point everyone just keeps wasting my time that i could use doing literally anything else.

I beg you people please be more considerate of anyone that isn't yourself its not as hard as you think.

Another rant (sorry sobs)

today i got to find out why my bsf since like 4th grades mom all of a sudden doesnt like me cs apparently im a "bad influence" WHAT did i even do. god forbid i just wanna hang out w my friend after like months of not seeing her since i had to move and get back situated since my mom passed.

i swear i cant have one nice thing to myself can i? ok and i know im prolly being like super dramatic and ill get over it tmrw but this genuinely made me so upset cs like i actually have no clue what i said/did. Whatever, I'll live.

To end on a lighter note, i got these rice face masks and they're working really well, my face is starting to clear up!!!! i do really need to drink more water though (i will soon i promise)

I remember back when I used to be so passionate about my art, now I rarely draw at all. A few years ago I would somehow draw like every single day but then art block hit and I realized I actually hated my art SOOO much which caused me to get burnted out and unmotivated. Sometimes I still make a little doodle to myself but I don't ever draw nearly as much as I used to and that saddens me a little.

Recently, I've been thinking about drawing more. I have no clue where this random spark of interest came from but I really want to get more crafty and make a bunch of cute things! I have a bunch of art supplies laying around my room and I think it's time to take a break from everything else and finally get back into drawing again. (after all i didjoin my schools art club)

When I do start drawing again, I promise to show y'all!!!!